(via velvett)

sad to know you dont even consider me your friend. you lable me as your Ex Ex, what a bitch move. although I’ve been done expecting from you it hurts, it really does. I’m not going to let you know how I feel though. I feel used, used in the sence that you’re just afraid that ill walk away & you’ll never have my attention again so you want me there. One day ill walk away, that day is coming, it might be right around the corner and you’ll have NOBODY to blame but yourself. As soon as I’m able to not look back im going to be real proud of myself. Just remember you’re loosing a really good girl in return for some child. I’m not trippen though. Don’t exect me to go by your rules though, cause you sure don’t go by mine.

once high school is over i want to just runaway and leave everything behind. try to forget everyone and everything, refresh my memory and just leave the basics there, like what I’ve learned in school, the two languags I know, etc. erase my every single moment i was in high school & all the negative before that. this is all complete bullshit, which i can’t take of any longer. if everything were as easy as the way i wrote this life would be so much easier, but it isn’t… which really sucks! they say high school are the best years of your life, well guess what? they’re the fucken worst in my perspective!!

(via broken-and-hopeless)